My hand on your throat, I feel your breath leave
I always said, I'd leave you breathless
Your life in my hands and I am reckless
I admit a fear of vacation from what is known to what is learnt,
and with my new graduation, I've had enough
Before sinking into realisation,
I've learned to hate my destination wherever the fuck that it was
I had to lie to force the truth
Comfort in lies is all that ever suits you,
Keep repeating your ways, you're becoming see through
Selfish but powerless, you're contradicting you
Be wary of greed, as it slowly consumes
Getting to old to keep up the fight,
It's getting dark, I'm losing sight
Giving up's not a part of me
Fight til the end, you'll never defeat me
All this drama, has got me down
I just want this week to be over now
Can't separate this feeling that I'm letting shit go
I'm afraid of failure and the risks involved
Controlled Violence. I've reached my biting point, don't vex me out.
I don't wanna be a walking joke,
I hope you can't stop laughing and you fucking choke, HA!
Sick and tired of blowing smoke up my mind
You're a cheap shot, asshole and a failure by design
You talk that shit, I don't have the time.
I know you better than you know the knife in my spine.